{i all alone again..}
dear frens.. if u happened to see this post can tag?? cos i'm feeling really lonely now.. i guess they not coming again.. sigh.. i'm really sad..
i guess i'm the kind who'll always need someone by my side.. except when iam at work.. but work because i have kids with me ma.. so they pei me chat chat also.. haha..
i guess this is me ba.. i'm born in this family where i'm the eldest daughter and the eldest sister.. so parents are exceptionally strict with mem and my sibling rely on me .. tt's the most tiring thing.. i couldnt depend on anyone aty home.. cos my parent dun undersdtand wat i'm doing.. even my mum dunno.. dun mention my dad..my siblings?? they are just kids.. who think tt i know everythingand have all the time int he world to listen to them.. but the prob is.. i'm not wat they think i'm/..
my sis say i'm childish and like to act cute..sigh. u think i want?? i need to gie siao to getaway.. i cry because i'm mature enuff to think tt throwing things and shoutng at everyone is not the solution to the prob.. i just plainly think tt crying is the way to vent my frustration and fear.. and minimise hurt to the lowest,,
sigh..
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