{sigh.. skipping gems again..}
sigh... meiyun and fred not here again today.. i very scared to go gems leh...really scared..
and fred's present still haven do yet..hoe ah??haha.. i also dunno..
tml going to fred's house to bbq t celebrate her birthday.. haha..i hope to relax b4 i go and do my work..
yeah!! weiling and olivia says my project is ok!!! finally..but still need to make some changes.. haha..i must jia you!!
anyway.. yesterday i met up with ping to pass her my acrylic paint.. haha.. my god.. i'm so blur.. i meeting her at bukit gombak but when the train come i hopped onto the train very hurriedly..my god.. its heading towards jurong east!! haha.. despite taking the train for so long le i dunno how to differentiate direction..
haha.. so finally met up with her at bg and we went to eat macs.. hehe.. and ping offered me tiramisu!! haha.. though no cocoa powder, but the cake tastes good~~~
haha..really hope to meet up with wend and manda..and stacy too!! i hope manda is doing fine=)
ok/.. now i shall go back to work..sigh...
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{haha.. laces!!!}
today ah.. haha.. went out to buy some laces for our business..early in the morning meet up with meiyun..she ah.. i really must say.. add up all the time i wait for her can equal to bout 72hrs.. haha..as usual.. supposed to meet her at bugis.. then later decided to wait for her at aljunied..haha.. waited for her for bout 30 min b4 she ask me whether wanna meet under her void deck..haha.. then still must wait for 20min after reach her void deck.. sigh.. haha..nvm..i guess i'm used to waiting for people le..
but one thing.. i cant tolerate waiting for my bvf de.. if i ever have one.. or at least not more than 15 min.. haha.. must respect each other.. of course i wont late also lo..
ok.. we met up and went for brakfast at bk.. haha... well the burger was nice=)then after tt we set off to look for fred's b-dae pressie.. found one tank top for her=)
then we shop shop for a while inside parco then decided to go icon.. i also wanna shopp// haha i wanna buy clothes actually but no money...=(
then we decided to go to woodlands to buy laces and all.. haha.. wheee!! in an hour's time we were on meiyun's car le.. haha..
ok.. bought bubble tea and shop shop around=) then we went intot he shop.. really like the uncle cos he's damn nice.. mettalic chains only 5 for $2 !!! best bargain man.. haha!! love the shop!!
i feel so frustrated witht he way my sister like talks back or like hold on to her own opinion..sorry ping.. i really hope tt one day u can come my house stay overnight.. or if i can go ur house also can=)haha...
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{i'm a bit stressed..}
haha.. today i only attend school for a while.. haha.. sigh..
dunno why but maybe i dun have the way to make her stay in school ba..
shudnt have shown the magazine anyway.. which made even me craving to go out and buy some material..oh my..i dui bu qi kenneth.. i promise i wont pon lesson again..
fred dun have the mood to work.. how ah?? then later at the end when submission nearing i'm gonna go crazy..will i?? i hope not..
i wanna try juggle betwwen work and studies.. painting shoes are my interest.. but i hope to earn money out of it..more money to save up then buy laptop.. haha... think will be long b4 i get 1.. haha
to my buddy.. i really hope u can jia you.. alot of people haven start also.. dun be affected by fred.. or even me.. i know u not interested in this course le.. but must still graduate ah..so must work ok??d.i.y gift for fred i'll handle..u just concentrate on the project first..b4 it gets even harder to start..all my fault la.. shudnt even have started to talk bout the lime flea market in the first place also.. like sudden make u all lost the whole interest in the project..my god...its really for ur own good..
maybe because my portion of time for studies is the portion of ur time for ur bf so i realli dunno how i can put myself into ur shoes..unless i have a boyfriend ba.. haha...but this is the nth time i'm saying all this.. but now i meant it as a reminder only.. and only to vent my guilt...no offence k??
i must hang on de.. sigh.. leh**** dun come to school better..kenneth is really a good lecturer..=)
*sorry jackie.., left u alone in school today.. but who ask u come late=P
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{wow.. there's just too much for me to say..}
over a period of 3 yrs..or rather almost 3 yrs..there are some frens lost, yet some frens gained.. shall i go thru one by one..
suping.. this is one constant friend from
sec school times till now..haha. simply love her company..love the way we hang out so naturally.. like there can be
no particular reason for us to hang out.. just when i need company or when she need company..hehe.. this is alredy the like.. hmm... 7 th yr we know each other.. another
3 yers and it'll be 10.. cool...haha..remember the times when we sing our hearts out in k box ..remember how i said hallo to her mummy whenever he r mummy call her when we are shopping.. haha.. rememebr the times i when i was her shield to cover her dates.. oops.. haha...but i dun mind it because i know i'll need her help someday!! haha,, keep it going!!!! i
love this fren too much to let her go!! hehe..wendy..this is one constant yet sometime no contact de.. but i can tell u, she
still remember how we got to know each other.. i remember too!! how both of us got into a relationship almost the same time and broke off with our exes almost the same time.. how our friendship actually lasts after a major major coldwar in sec4.. and how we actually got close=)till today,our 5th yr in this frenship we're still close.. updating each other as often as possible..i just hope we just stay on as long as possible!!!!!!
love ya fren=)
janet.. this fren.. haha.. if i'm not meeting up with her.. her
goodnight messagess will haunt me.. haha.. she's really cool.. cos she never seem to need any support.. she's always indpendent..and she's alwys the most understanding person!!=)she listens quietly.. seldom making any comment.. her favourite phrases:
'not bad!"haha.. though i only got to know this fren from sec 3.. i felt i know her for ages..
cos of her , i became a better person.. haha.. cos we care for people together=)never quarrel with her.. and i'll never want to because i know she wont win me one.. haha!!
mwuah!!!meiyun.. this fren ah..
first true fren i made in polytechnic.. i'm glad tt i actually found her cos she made me feel better from all the scheming people.. haha... this gal ah.. though she often not in school..but i dunno why still feel evry close close to her.. haha like we talk endlessly on our shopping trips..haha.. though most of the time i do the talking..hmm.. though i only knew her for 3 yrs.. i felt like i know her for more than tt.. she knows alot.. yet very little.. so we got quite alot to share... really hope we can keep this frenship going.. and
she's the person i most wannted to graduate with!!! and maybe attend the dinner and dance together.. haha..jia you oh~~hugs and kisses!!!
jackie .. this guy fren.. haha.. i guess he's the kind of double faced person tt we see int he society nowadays..but difference is his 2 sides are not hypocracy and true self.. his is the
bright and the dark side..haha.. know why?? cos his project is always dim dim.. sadist(abit).. but ebryday see him in school he's chirpy.. haha esp with auntie aka liping.. i guess they both built a very good rapport cos their conversation never fail to make us laugh..i
enjoy his company on our way home from school.. like tt in the train then i not lonely .. haha..he's one guy tt i can tell evrything=). after his relationship with chantal.. we see him start to
mature and become more gentleman..and the insensitive guy became a rather sensitive one now.. haha.keep it up buddy!!
love this buddy lots!!xiao ran.. i
love this sister who's always taking care of me.. showing her concern for me.. reall appreciate alll her kindness and the way i can talk to her.. cry infront of her.. she can scold me.. and i guess
she's the only one who can scold me in school.. i trust her.. and she's like my column in school.. haha.. when i tired i can lean on her..but i also wanna tell her..
i can be ur columns too!!!hugs!!
stacy.. this fren is warm hearted.. and nice to chat with.. i can chat with her for a whole day on the phone without any problems!!! thoughwe have not contacted each other for very very long.. but i still misses her and i know when the nexct time we meet up.. we'll be talking the whole day again=)miss ya!!!!and i know ur birthay is coming!!hahamanda, i really miss this fren alot alot.. but after we graduated from sec sch.. we seem to be drifting apart.. we used to be together with ping and wend.. u and wend were even the closest among us.. but now it becomes even so hard to meet up with u le..hope u know we all miss u and if u're hurt by tt somone ..we'll always be here=)miss ya..all above are my
true words .. haha.. thank u guys for being with me !!
love you guys!!!
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{wo xi huan shang le yi ge ren..}
1.當你正在忙時,卻把手機開著,等著她/他的短信…… 你已經愛上她/他了
2.如果你喜歡和她/他兩個人單獨漫步…… 你已經愛上她/他了
3.當你和她/他在一起時,你會假裝不注意他,但是當她離/他開你的視線時,
你會急著尋找她/他…… 你已經愛上她了
4.當她/他受傷或生病時,你會很關心她, 替她/他著急…… 你已經愛上他了
5.當她/他和別人要好時, 你會感到吃不知其味…… 你已經愛上她了
6.當你看到她/他那甜美的笑時,你的嘴角會揚起一絲得意的笑…… 你已經愛上她/他了
7.當你看到這篇文章時, 心裡想到某個人…… 那麼你肯定已經愛上她/他了
though not love..but its a crush..a big one...sigh,,,
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{holidays ending le..}
sigh...holidays ending..
ACTUALLY END LE ALSO GOOD..
i am eating and eating away at home..cannot eat anymore le..
MY GOD...I STIL HAVE LOTS OF THINGS HAVEN DO!!!!
yesterday migrane acted up..my god.. it hurts really terribly..
but no choice.. still gotta do m,y work..
tml i got work also..
sigh.. i;m broke..
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