{so much had happened/..}
guys.. finally here for some update!!


ok.. firstly.. my relatives form taiwan just came over last week..hmm.. i just started my submisision last week so i din accompay them.,. esp my grandmother.. i'm sorry k??

secondly.. my work.. i worked for a whole month of work.. finally the crit time.. haha.. i got shot down.. tt bastard.. i'll definitely prove it to him de..details.. i think i'll tell u guysd when i meet u all..

thirdly..him.. at first i tot everything was smooth,, real smooth.. until the day i saw him with another girl.. then i know.. it's all one sided.yup.. it's all one side thinking.. and actually i know.. deep down in my heart tt this is like the furthest we can go.. maybe chatting on the internet is the furthest.. when we meet i'm even too shy to talk to him..
and the girl who was with him was pretty enuff i guess.. or maybe he like her character..i feel happy for him. really..so now.. i'm gonna give him up. for the las ttime i say.


dear frens.. my heart is so down down down now..

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{its been such a long time...}
sigh..

its been quitr a while since i last blogged..

hmm..this time i'm gonna blog bout him,...

sometimes i wonder if i'm thinking too much.. sometimes our eyes meet and i tot i saw him looking at my direction.. sometimes when he was close beside me i tot he wanted to talk to me.. sometimes i just saw him when i started to talk bout him.. sometimes he comes over to my side of the studio and sit directly in my line of sight..sometimes he pretends not to see me..

maybe he was looking at someone else in my line of sight.. and i happen to look at him.. maybe he wanted to be close to another person and i mistook it..maybe he just wanted to comeover our side cos his buddies are here.. and his buddy sits in my line of sight.. maybe he dislikes me tt's why he pretends not to see me..

i dunno.. i know i'm fat,ugly,emotional..crybaby,i know he's nice,sporty and good looking.we're world's apart.. he'll probably prefer someone prettier..i type until here i feel a little heart break.. i just feel so disheartened now..

maybe he discovered tt i like him.. tt's why he dun look at him, dun talk to me anymore.. sigh.. the history repeats itself.i just happened to always spoil a good frendship.. my fear for men has not lightened since that incident.. everytime i pass by them i just feel tt they are mocking at me.. like last time..how the guys tease me,how one guy betrayed me.. if so.. i rather he dunno ..i rather we stay as the kind of relationship whereby he comes over to console me when i'm down.. if so i would rather stop thinking bout him ..

yup.. i'll do tt.. i'll stop likeing him.. from now on.

ps. wo bu hui gao pan...

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{new term,new beginning..is it??}
its the new term, new beginning.. new project.. new trouble new schedule,new gems..

but i'm still feeling ratherupset at some things..at sometimes..

my click is always not around.. leaving me alone. for instance, i just bought my lunch(packet of honeydews).. sigh.. pathetic..treat it as diet ba..

friends like xiao ran,meiyun,jackie.. they are always there.. how bout the others?? i just think tt maybe they treat me as fren when they need help ba..

ping,manda,wend,hann,lin.. they are my sec sch click.. but other than manda who's been asking me bout the chalet thingie, the others dun have time for me..sigh.. but i know they're always there too..

maybe i'm just destined to be like this.. i cant rely on my family, i cant rely on my frens now also..maybe i'll just have to be on my own..i have to learn..

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{i'm back!!}

a diy lacey bracelet

a earring

anchor pendant

a little angel..

a white version of bracelet

a charm for plain shirts

other than these, i designed a page for my online shop...=)

haha.. tt's all folks!!! hope it all goes smooth!!!missed all my friends! love ya!!!

*ps.. i miss him.

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{i'm a lady boss!!}

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{i've made up my mind..}

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{finally!!!yes i went out with my besties!}

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